IF YOU BLIEVE YOU WILL RECEIVE AND IF YOU ASK IT SHALL BE GIVEN TO YOU...I AM PROUD TO BE WHO I AM..I WOULD RATHER BE HATED FOR WHO I AM THAN TO BE LOVED FOR WHAT I AM NOT...I ALWAYS GET WHAT I WANT NO MATTER HOW LONG IT TAKES...PATIENCE IS VERTUE...DONT LOOK AT MY APPEARANCE...LOOK AT ME...THE INNER-OUTER ME...FOR NOT ALL THAT SHIVERS IS GOLDEN!
AT A TENDER AGE OF 20 I HAD MY SECOND TESTING OF LOVE..I HAD LOST MYSELF IN A MAN WHO ONLY PRETENDED TO LOVE ME..A DECIETFUL MAN FILLED WITH LIES AND BETRAYAL..I GAVE HIM MY ALL TO DO WITH WHAT HE PLEASED..
BY HIS ACTIONS IT LITRALLY TURNED ME OFF ALL OTHER ATTRACTIONS THAT SUROUNDED ME..HE WAS ONCE IN MY DREAMS BUT NOW HE BECAME REALITY INTO MY LIFE, NOW IM SENDING HIM TO SUMWHERE ELSE WHERE HE BELONGS WHERE EVER THAT MAY BE
THE ONE YOU THINK YOU LOVE IS THE ONE THAT PULLS YOU DOWN SO DEEPLY THAT YOU CAN BARELY SEE ABOVE..I ONCE TRUSTED HIM TO LOVE ME, BUT HOW BLIND I WAS?..SO THAT I COULDNT SEE..I HAD GIVEN MY LIFE TO HIM, BUT HE NEVER CARED FOR IT..
HE ALWAYS FOUND SOME WAY TO HURT ME AND HE BARELY EVEN NOTICED MY TEARS..MADE SO MANY PROMISES HE COULDNT EVEN KEEP..
I STAYED TRUE AND FAITHFUL, MANYTIMES I WANTED TO LEAVE..BUT I DIDNT BECAUSE OF THE SON WE SHARE..HE TOOK A KNIFE AND PUT IT IN MY BACK..HE DIDNT KNOW WHAT HE HAD AND I KNOW FOR SURE HE CAN NEVER HAVE IT BACK..I HAVE ACCEPTED INFERIORITY AND I SAY ITS GOD DAMN TIME!
WHEN TWO PEOPLE ARE INTIMATE..ITS THE HIGHEST LEVEL A RELATIONSHIP CAN GO..WETHER THE BREAK-UP IS DESIRABLE OR NOT..ONE THING FOR SURE..IT LEAVES A MONUMENTAL DIFFERENCE IN THE LIVES OF THOSE INVOLVED..
WHEN A LIFE CHANGE OCCURS, WE HAVE TWO CHOICES IN HOW TO RESPOND..WE EITHER DESPAIR THAT A CHANGE HAS COME AND ASSUME IT MIGHT GET WORST..OR WE CAN LOOK AT THE NEW POSSIBILITIES..
IN MY MARRIAGE I HAVE HAD ALOT OF FAITH WITH THAT SON OF A BITCH USELESS PIECE OF SHIT..AND TO HAVE FAITH IS TO BE LOGIC..IT TAKES FAITH TO THINK POSITIVELY..TO BELIEVE IN URSELF AFTER NUMEROUS MISTAKES IS TO HAVE COURAGE..
IT IS FAITH THAT IS HELPING ME TO MOVE ON AND GET OUT OF AN ABUSIVE MARRIAGE..EVEN TOUGH I MIGHT HAVE FAILED A THOUSAND TIMES BEFORE I AM POSITIVE I WILL SUCEED THE NEXT TIME..
TO FORGIVE IS DEVINE AND I HAVE FORGIVEN HIM AND EVERY OTHER..I PUT MYSELF INTO MY ENIMIES PLACES AND I TRY TO UNDRSTAND WHY THEY DID THEIR ACT, AND I WAS ABLE TO TRULY FORGIVE THEM FROM WITHIN ME..
EVERY EXPERIENCE THAT I HAVE HAD IS ENCODED IN MY BRAIN..I HAVE LOOKED BACK AT TIMES IN MY PAST AND PRESENT..AND I AM NOW ABLE TO MAKE CONCIOUS CHOICES ABOUT MY LIFE..TO BE A BETTER WOMAN..AND A DEVOTED MOTHER TO MY SON...AND NEVER AGAIN SOMEONES WIFE!
YOU CAN ONLY PLAY WITH SOMEONES FEELINGS UNTIL THEY DECIDE THE GAME IS OVER..I HAVE NOW TURNED MY BACK AND I QUITT AND THERES NO TURNING BACK..
IN CLOSURE I TAKE PRIDE IN MYSELF AND SAY..THE GAME IS OVER AND IM OVER YOU!
FOR THERES ONLY ONE TRUTH HE EVER TOLD ME ''I WOULD NEVER CHANGE''
''HUMAN BEINGS BY CHANGING THE INNER ATTITUDES OF THEIR MINDS, CAN CHANGE TH E OUTER ASPECTS OF THEIR LIVES''..
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